2018

Another year has passed and looking back I've been blessed with a beautiful 2017. It wasn't all easy but with God's grace and sustainance I enjoyed the ride. Life at work wasnt a walk in the park but through experience and time a lot of learnings were made. There were frustrations and times when you just want to give up but I guess it's either that or you just do it. It's true that things are harder at the beginning but once you get used to it things will get a whole lot better. Being part of a solid and positive team also made a whole lot of difference.

I'm also happy and thankful with the new places explored with loved ones and friends last 2017. More than anything, I treasure the unique bonding experience, the memories made and laughters shared and ofcourse discovering new sights and wonderful places plus eating delicious food! 

This 2018 Im not really sure what life has in store for me not even sure if Im ready for it. Noticed that my energy and mood is not at its best the past few days and weeks. Feels like something is missing. I hope this doesnt go on for long. I need to find the right motivation and inspiration to conquer and make the most of this year. To make every single day count. To be a blessing to others and those around me. To live without regrets. To just do things. To love freely. To explore more and know the self more. To live life a little selflessly. To be wiser and more mature. And the list goes on... 

One step I probably have to make and know so but just cant manage to do so yet is to let go and stop "hallucinating" and move on. To wake up from things that can never be. To stop wasting my energy and time of thinking of the tiny bitty chance that who knows it might. To just be thankful of that once upon a time, of that what just was. It is all just part of a  memory now. Life has to go on, and so must I. 

I can do this, I must and I will! Still hoping and looking forward to a bright and wonderful year ahead. Hoping that I can also be closer to God day by day. To have time to read His word and talk to Him daily. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. I know the Lord will never give up on me. Trusting the Lord to lead my life and lifting my many aspirations in life to Him. May His will be done and may I understand and follow ❤